Statues [2024]

by The Queen & I

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1.
First Light 02:03
2.
Here and Now 03:40
I never would've bothered if I knew you were just home for the weekend I never would've called you back if I was thinking at all Been starting something new, trying to forget about you Now we're sitting here, having ourselves a ball What can I say? It could feel like it did if we let it What can I write? It's all been written to you before Years have passed, too many minutes I've finally reached my limit But you draw me in and now I'm here Why can't you admit you miss me? Why can't I accept that we're through? Why do you flash that grin I love? All out of things to hide I'm drowning in the tide that pulls to you The passage of time is feeling just a little more potent Discarded on the path that winds back to here and now I still remember when I’d trace the lines in your skin We'd get away with whatever circumstance would allow I live with my shame, I've apologized for my crimes Should’ve known better than to trust you, I chose to ignore all the signs I'd escaped into a different place, had fingertips in outer space Started feeling weightless but succumbed to gravity's embrace When I say I don’t care what you think, I do When I say I don’t care how you feel, I’m sorry but I'm lying to you Chasing fiction for one night When you’re here with me, everything is all right
3.
Heard the footsteps walking backwards Tracing outlines, filling blanks Queen Deceiver, make-believer Anesthesia wore off today You don’t have to give an answer It won't hurt if I don't know Alibis, tongues you've tied Hallelujah, I just loved you so If I blink then I'll miss it Close the deal while keeping the distance Locking doors then pretending you're not hiding the key Do-re-mi I guess nothing in life's guaranteed Expectations, knew your rhythm These old habits that die all alone Fully numb, couldn't come Skin on skin, touch as stiff as a stone Wearing blinders, kept pretending As the poison soaked in from the stings Paralyzed? What's it matter? Walk away? I'll just tangle the puppet strings Backed me up against the wall, too weary to be stunned Mesmerized as you decide to take it all and run Building up to let me down, you’re so very mature Leaving me alone, a sad cliché How I despise you Hope you choke on the words someone else told you to say Take me away (take me away)
4.
Statues 05:33
We met in 3/4 time, our edges smoothed by sea and sand Our glances sly, our wells ran dry, we waited patiently Oh, for what we knew lay in the ground, could you feel my heart pound? When it happened and you held yourself so close to me? That was six years ago, it feels like trans-Atlantic flights And endless blues, colorful hues, half-truths lie in-between Oh, we made decisions without thought, we kissed in public, lost the plot To the play of everyday we didn’t pay to see As the world turned, we stood like statues As the world slowed, we moved as sunbeams And I knew everything about you And you knew everything about me As the trees swayed, we held like pillars As the trees bloomed, we spun a cocoon Wove a wall between new expectations Wove a wall to climb and stare at the moon You were a vision of exquisite grace and nervousness My hanging jaw, I wish you saw your blinding radiance Oh, it wasn’t easy to say no and so we never did and how it showed In the lazy flight of endless nights’ experience
5.
I would have given anything to you Sometimes I did and all I knew Was darling, I got nothing back at all We're tried and true I let you break my heart to pieces Before you go, can you sign the releases? So I know that this won't go on haunting me Rip bandages off wounded knees So hard to look you in the eye When you have me by the throat and by the heart I don't know where to start Be sure to wipe your shoes off on the mat Step inside if what you have to say can match the crushing impact Of the day we touched for the first time And we fell apart in each other's arms Put it back together, we were blind by sight Learned every inch of each other that night And we'll always know the truth of how we're made And how we're fragile and afraid Trembling as the night fades With the starlight overhead I'll float back down the empty street Still gliding there without a care above the glistening concrete My dancing partner's silhouetted, we move home through the dawn As my feet return to earth I'll dash across the damp front lawns and sing
6.
A Million 02:23
Tick tick tick, another minute Passing hours, precious time Pulled the cord and now I'm spinning Slow descent but don't show signs We're worlds apart, so far from home Across state lines, still throwing stones And my glass house? I hope it breaks Couldn't see outside myself in there I couldn't see in front of my face I wish that I could be a better man than what I am A million silver linings, can't pretend to give a damn I've been awake, I'm made of stone Still learning how to be alone Things fell apart, what's left to see? All the debris scattered, sifting through the wreckage left by you and me Today I wish that I could be a better man than what I am A million silver linings, can't pretend to give a damn C'mon, die young with me, maybe we'll learn To grow old gracefully and burn The details of where, when, and how There's nothing left and nothing matters now Nothing matters now
7.
Camera's Off 02:52
You are with me when I don’t want you to be When the camera’s off, when the red light stops, when I think I’m free Oh-oh-oh-oh You are with me when I think I’m by myself When the dial tone says I’m all alone And you’re with someone else I think about you all the time, I just can’t help it Feel guilty when I do If we are speaking off the record You may find that though we’ve changed, I still love you Oh-oh-oh-oh I was open to letting you back inside Where you had spent years unblemished, at least I tried Oh-oh-oh-oh Shades of mystery give you the upper hand Or so you thought, you're playing those games I just can’t fucking stand I thought about you all the time, I couldn’t help it Hoped you felt the same way too If we are speaking off the record You may find that though we’ve changed, I still love you Oh-oh-oh-oh
8.
Sighing 05:01
If I could write a letter to say what I’m feeling, I would send it the next day Send it first class all the way Because when I am around you, I lose my voice to speak, and I lose my thoughts to think I stare at you and blink I just can’t help it sometimes, you’re more beautiful than twilight Dancing off the ocean’s surface as the sunlight melts away To its bed in the horizon where we lay our heads together Because everything is ours and everything is you You’re more fragile than an orchid Your skin is like its petals, soft as ivory is white As black holds hands with night I want to hold your hand in mine, let our fingers intertwine As ivy winds its way up old stone walls, our bodies coiling like the vines I’d like to be alone with you I’d like you just once to follow through On the promises made to the stars above Broken plans, broken hearts, are we still in love? No, no, no, no No, I don’t think so
9.
Sunrise Daybreak Open up your eyes Dawn’s breath blowing Wake up, it’s morning Moonlight, shadows Shatter with the sun Misty snowmelt Teeth chatter Pitter-patter
10.
A New Day 03:48
You went to sleep in tears last night Your eyes were shiny mirrors last night But lift your head, you'll be all right Wake up, it’s a new day You thought that it would never stop The tears would stream and never stop Your pillow caught the final drop Wake up, it’s a new day You went down with a broken heart A shattered, smashed, and splintered heart You couldn’t wait for a fresh start Wake up, it’s a new day I wish I could have changed it I wish it would repair We dreamed it back to life just for a while Then in the end it was too much to bear But it happened, it’s over now The book is shut, the damage done Just open up your tired eyes And catch the first rays of the new day’s sun You went to sleep in tears last night Your eyes were shiny mirrors last night But lift your head, you'll be all right Wake up, it’s a new day

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Statues. Revamped, remixed, remastered, and rereleased as The Queen & I in 2024.

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released March 15, 2024

Songs by Andrew Ledford
Music by The Queen & I

Produced by Jeff Mark and The Queen & I
Engineered by Jordan Sobelew
Except lead vocals, backing vocals (Tracks 2, 3, 5, 7, and 9), and keyboards engineered by Robbie Pruett-Vergara, February-July 2023

Recorded at Mission Recorders, San Francisco, November 2014
Vocals and keyboards re-recorded at Highlander Studios, East Bay, February-July 2023

Edited by Jonah Strauss and Andrew Ledford at Survivor Sound, Oakland, December 2022-January 2023
Remixed by Jonah Strauss at Survivor Sound, July-December 2023
Remastered by Zac Montez at Time Well Recordings, Chicago, 2024

Original mix by Jonathan Deutsche and The Queen & I at Deutscheland Studios, San Jose, 2015
Original master by Michael Romanowski at Coast Mastering, Berkeley, 2015

Photo by Rob Beckstrom
Design & Layout by Maya Jahja
Art Direction by Andrew Ledford

Originally released February 12, 2016

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The Queen & I Oakland, California

Melancholy melodicism par excellence.

The Queen and I are:

Andrew Ledford
Austin Gibbons
Robbie Pruett-Vergara

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